Sunday 8th January
Well as sneaky as I am, I still get raging pangs of guilt. I put my Russian human hair extensions in last night, put on my best doll dress and went straight to E house. We watched Devils rejects and got pissed on cider and cheap sweet asit. I insisted on fucking him in my dolls dress on the laminate living room floor, stupid idea as I was sliding on my knees in my stockings.Only got fucked once that night though, I think I needed the company more than anything else. No wait, maybe it was more the need for refuge away from my German boyfriend. God I feel so bad for him right now but to make myself feel less guilty I try and focus on his annoying habits to get me riled and pissed off. God im such a bitch.
Anyway as I was telling you about last night, the purpose of my dolly visit was to hide the fact I was feeling like a Betsy wetsy. I was going to fuck him and at the same time piss on him. Unfortunately I was so drunk I totally forgot to do this, Damn!!!